Thursday, February 10, 2011

it's a miracle!

when they wheeled jason away we thought the surgery was going to be up to 8 hours with double incisions, hip bone cut out, cadaver bone put in, removal of old hardware, new hardware put in, exploration of his insides, extensive, extensive stuff to be done. very tough recovery. the nurse said she would call me every 2 hours for an update. my aunt deanne & michelle came to be with me (i'm so grateful). we went and got breakfast, walked around the hospital, and talked as we anxiously awaited the first 2 hour update. my phone rang and i was shocked when the nurse said, "surgery is closed up." i then anxiously awaited the surgeon to hear what he had to say. he said, that surprisingly his back had fused! there was bone there, even though the xrays and ct scan didn't show it. it's not a lot of bone but it is enough and it is strong. there was no need to do all that was planned! so they ended up removing the hardware that they could, cutting out some scare tissue, and cutting some bone out that was pinching on the nerves in his spinal canal... in hopes that this will give him some pain relief. our week hospital stay is now only 3 days, no icu, and a way quicker recovery. it's a miracle! prayers, fasting, and priesthood blessings do work! i have no doubt. thanks to all those who prayed and fasted on our behalf.


those are jason's x rays before the surgery
(with a lamp shade behind them)
no wonder he is in pain all the time.

this picture was taken right before they wheeled him away.
we were both super nervous.
jason really had a fear that he would not wake.
he even had the nurses crying.

when jason woke the first thing he said was, "is karlin okay?" and he made the nurses call me. he had been dreaming that i was the one experiencing the pain. he was so worried that he has had to put me through this. he was super emotional. he just kept asking, "are you okay?" it was really sweet and sincere.

this is the hardware they removed from his body.
he still has 5 of the green ones in him that they didn't want to remove because the bone had grown around them.

my cousins' wife's sister lives in logan in this beautiful home!
she graciously let me come and go to eat, sleep, & shower at her home as i needed.
i'm so grateful & i LOVE her kitchen.

WARNING- explicit picture below.


remember this?
this picture was from Jason's back fusion in 2008.
i jinxed myself when i said...
"OUCH! and I've got to change his bandage. Some of this stuff I'm not sure I signed up for but I'd do it again if I had to."

here i go again!!
it's easier this time around though...
been there, done that, & it is so much better than expected.
family, friends and faith are such a blessing in our lives.
thank you, thank you!

we are on our way home tomorrow.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

back surgery

We are in Logan, Utah right now. 2 hours away from home. Jason is having another back surgery tomorrow morning. We found out in August that his fusion in 2008 didn't work so they are redoing it. Replacing old hardware, removing cages, removing a growth on his spinal canal, replacing bone (that had disinegrated), going in through the back, the front, and back again. Six hours in surgery, a week long hospital stay. Scared, nervous?? Yes, very much so!

Thanks to my family and friends who are helping at this time of need. Frankie is in Kaysville with my sweet Aunt Karma (my Mom's sister). Baylee, Griffin, Avaree & Weston are at home with my cousin, Lana, who just had her 7th baby a month ago!

We are so blessed. Please keep us in your prayers. I will give an update sooner than later. I'm praying that everything will go well. We need it too. We have had some rough years dealing with chronic pain.

Here goes...

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

epipen injection


weston injected himself with franklin's epipen on accident.
it gave us both a scare.
if you look close, you can see where it was injected.
the dr thought it was going to make him hyper but it did the opposite.
he laid still for an hour afterwards.
(probably from shock and pain)
his poor thumb hurt all day.
the first thing he said when he woke up the next morning was,
"mom, my thumb doesn't hurt." then he proceeded to say...
"boobies are better than thumbs."
i wonder what was going on in that mind of his.
it makes me laugh out loud!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

18 months

my baby walks & talks.

franklin is growing up. even though he is still a little guy. he is in the 2% for his weight, 25% for his height & 25% for his head. his favorite things to do right now are- roam around the house on a hunt for any ball, shoot hoops most of the day, shower with daddy, cuddle with daddy, & play with anything with a lid (markers, chapstick, lotion, gatorade bottles, eye liner). he can say a lot of words but his favorite way to communicate is by letting out a scream (and it works). he frequently says ball, pease (for binky), bayee, bay, mom, dad, papa, wow, no, night night, hi, bye, meow, duck, quack, eyes, shoe, & uh oh. his favorite things to eat are bananas, dried fruit, macaroni, jelly sandwich, fruit snacks & anything sweet that he is not supposed to have. he has a mouth full of teeth, likes to dance, disappear to the big lonely basement all by himself, and loves his blankies & binkies (i can't bring myself to break him of that habit yet). franklin is a joy! i can't imagine my crazy life without him.


Thursday, January 6, 2011

ctr's & nursery




new year, new church class.
franklin starts nursery this month!
i love seeing their little testimonies grow in the gospel each week.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Happy New Year


We are currently trying to stay warm and
looking forward to a new year!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

eleven years ago...

jason proposed to me on new years eve.

this year we ate dinner out as a family
(thanks to a christmas gift card). went home, put the little ones to bed and rang in the new year with bay & griff.
we played games,
listened & danced to music,
drank martinelli's,
and had a limbo contest.

i am really loving simple nights with my "krew" only these days.