Overwhelmed

I can't even begin to explain all the emotions I've been experiencing. I am truly overwhelmed right now...

overwhelmed with all my responsibility,
overwhelmed with worry,
overwhelmed with trying to be a nurse,
overwhelmed with trying to keep a business running,
overwhelmed with trying to keep our family running,
overwhelmed with laundry,
overwhelmed with being the only parent (I'm actually totally missing my husband. I didn't really expect this emotion because I'm with him constantly but he's not himself and I miss HIM.)
overwhelmed with SO much LOVE, SUPPORT, DINNERS, PRAYERS, and PHONECALLS from family and friends who care.

I don't mean this to feel sorry for me. I've had SO many people that have helped lighten my load and so many more willing. I am truly grateful and feel so blessed. I could not have gotten through this week without everyones help. It's overwhelming! I'm just being real and I need to be more patient. I've been hoping to see more improvement from Jason. We are going to meet with the surgeon tomorrow and get an Xray. I am praying for good news.